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2011-01-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

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Great 2010 Ending

2011-01-01T16:18:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year
May everyone have a blessed and fulfilling 2011 ahead!

I had a GREAT 2010 ENDING.
with 4e1.

XMAS GIFT EXCHANGE at dewi's house.

and CHALET from 29 to 31st dec.
7th year chalet. since we graduated.
but it has been 8 to 10 years since we knew each other.
10 years - since sec 1.
8 years - since sec 3.
12 years - since i knew zhengrong.
many many years - since kengyeow and zhenglong know each other.

eunice brought a cake to the chalet.
its really sweet of her to do so ^^
tried to sing so many songs before cutting the cake.
all failed. except the BBSS school song.
so proud of us!
even mr quek said so ^^

after cake cutting. kite flying at 1am in the morning.
no wind. failed.
but we had fun :)

chatting among zr.pat.miao.sk.me.
from 3 till 6am.
laughing our hearts out.
think our laughters 'disturbed' the rest who wanted to sleep.
미안해 :P
but it was really fun...

woke up at 12plus in the afternoon.
lunched.
swinged.
and kite flying again ^^
it was successful this time! yeah!!!
took joel's sotong. and it flew up high...
the last time i flew a kite was like .... when i was 13years old?
like 10 years ago lah... so long liao...

anyway. eunice's kite got stuck in the tree :(

but as always. e1 peeps are persistent in getting it down.
tried our best. but failed.
but all of us had a good laugh.
trying to get 'bobby' down!

Ming using Ba Jiao San to get his darl's panda down!

in the midst of saving bobby ^^

random chatting with zr.pat.kh.miao.zl.joel. after kite flying.
really random topics... till dinner
KFC for dinner!!!
and continuing random topics after dinner.
playing werewolves.
watching movie.

i really love it when 4e1 gathers and sit together.
playing sth together.
chatting. joking....
even doing nothing.

time to go home!

i miss those times. seriously.
^^

2010-12-21T17:14:00.003+08:00

results release!

Forensic Science - A
Contracts and Procurement Management - B+
Protective Building - A
Practical Training - CS

Overall CAP: 4.36

improved by 0.03 ^^
but i guess human's always greedy and yearn for more.
how i wish i have done better for contracts.
hais...

2010-12-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

Haven't blogged for a while
Gg back sch tml for consultation
Die. Dunno wad to say to him.since nth was done during the hols!

Results to be released on Tues.
Excited =P lets hope I do well for it!

And I changed my hp!
Happy =) but I still love my old hp.
Super user friendly...
Thank you for the 2 years . U have served me well. go ma wo =)

And been to JB with e1 peeps. Quite nice to have a gathering after so long=) and GUYS AND GIRLS SHOULD NOT GO SHOPPING TOGETHER!!!!! haha...

And I bought something online ystd again.
Can't resist the urge... Hais. And bought the bah. I really love it alot. Lets hope tt my mum won't kill me if she sees it ^^

that's all for today ^^
Annyeong =)

2010-11-29T17:12:00.002+08:00

hols here!
exams ended last wed :)
been slacking for so many days already.
have to start fyp soon ^_^

just pray for good results.
and i have decided to accept RLB's offer.
i will be a QS next august.
omg! cant believe i will end up as a QS. haha.

and i didnt manage to get SS3 ticket.
to think i was so anticipating that since like dunno when.
just hope that there will be a second show. *prays*

something happy ystd.
bao bei :)

2010-10-21T18:46:00.000+08:00

i received my parcel ystd :)
my wide angle lens camera!
super old sch :P

2010-10-17T18:16:00.002+08:00

im back from JYJ SHOWCASE last night

was there with shirley and her friends!

so i guess i met alot of new people ystd.

but who knows when will we meet again?

next JYJ/DBSK concert?

haha. i hope so :)

really nice people!

so i was sitting with GRACE ystd during the showcase.

and foto taken with her :)

but when the lights went off

the four of us dashed infront immediately.

from a CAT D to practically a CAT B location!

hahaha..

i really love the feeling going to a concert with friends.

with people who have the same interests!

where everyone become crazy together XD

its really FUN and it was an AWESOME SHOWCASE
being a SUPER-NOT-HIGH person.

i actually jumped and screamed during the showcase.

something which i have not done before in my life.

hahaha.

so i guess really must go showcase with friends

so u can enjoy yourself!

anyway. im glad that they come to Singapore.

and i finally saw the RED OCEAN.

a really beautiful one.

others doesnt matter already. really :)

and

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

din take any photos ystd.

a red lightstick bought.

and the ticket.

JYJ POSTER! that had to be bought together with the sticklight.
10bucks in all :)

shuai right!!

haha.

JUNSU!!! JAEJOONG!!! YOOCHUN!!!

and not forgetting...

...

YUNHO!!!

CHANGMIN!!!

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!
--- W ---

i realised my post is mostly in red.

haha. but nvm :)

2010-10-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

updates!!!

dinner at IMM with the girls :)
i really love the chocolate cake!
yummy!

feeling really grateful for all the wishes received.
thankyou somuch.
the most surprised and happy greeting i received was acty from my maid.
although she has already returned to indonesia
miss her so much :)

and im so glad that forensic CA is over.
like finally. have been dragging for so long.

and im sorta recovered from my sorethroat + flu + mild fever!
yeahs...

and interview at RLB on sat!
interviewed by the same person whom interviewed me during the scholarship interview.
haha. it feels great to be there again.
especially when the interview is really like a chat.
since he knows everything about me already.
hahaha...

something to look fwd!
JYJ showcase this coming sat at expo!!!!
yeah :)))))

and im considering if i should buy a lomo camera? or a digital camera?
hmmm...

2010-09-18T20:35:00.005+08:00

Time for some updates!

my parcels arrived two days ago!

two at a time somemore :)

so my super junior albums are finally here!
Version A and C :)

Version A - Siwon Photocard

shuai right??

hahaha.

though he is not my bias.

but i really love his gentleman-ness :)

im so glad!!!!

anyway. lab practical over!

lab report to be done.

holidays officially start today!

next week gonna be busy ^-^

and im gonna buy banana milk on monday.

not sure if it tastes the same as the one in korea.

but at least i love the taste :)

~tata~

2010-09-08T20:39:00.001+08:00

boo.
one of my spree items is out of stock.
crys...

2010-09-05T19:32:00.001+08:00

哭过就好了.
骗人的

2010-09-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

my mind is all over a denim jacker/shirt i saw in cotton on.
and its like 10 bucks only.
arghs...
should have bought it ystd!!!!!!

but im really broke recently.
really.
have to pay for my driving lessons.
and partly if not mostly because of the shopping spree.
and two tops i bought last week.
officially broke.
arghs...

2010-08-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel that its good to have a partner.
like what esther says.
be it a boyfriend or girlfriend.

so that there's someone.
to watch a movie i like with me.
to watch a concert i like with me.
to watch a musical i like with me.
to play at a playground when i feel like it.
to pick me up after school after the 10pm forensic lecture.
to do many many things with me.
just with me.

hahahaha.
end of ramblings =)

back to dissertation :)

2010-08-11T03:11:00.001+08:00

2010-07-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

in around 1mths time.
she's leaving.

:(

2010-07-27T22:19:00.001+08:00

first driving lesson tml!

2010-07-19T18:03:00.003+08:00

uknewit.
butudidnotask.

2010-07-19T18:03:00.001+08:00

just a small thing.
i passed my final theory!
1st driving lesson on next wed :)
yeah~

2010-07-12T00:31:00.001+08:00

just feel like crying.

2010-06-29T22:08:00.001+08:00

are we the same type of people?

2010-06-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

my items have reached safely.
last week =D
6th week into internship.
one word.
tired.
just one more month.
it will be over soon!
and one good thing abt the job.
maybe...
i got tanned =)

and many people are getting attached during the holidays.
once again.
haha.
vanessa.
collen.
eric/gabriel.
...
more to add on to the list i guess :P

2010-06-08T20:41:00.001+08:00

my asmama spree items have arrived in singapore =)
from korea XD
waiting for the organiser to send to me XD
please arrive safely. once again!

2010-06-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

learning to be strong.

2010-06-03T20:03:00.002+08:00

results out on mon.
Facilities planning and design: A-
Project management law 2: B
Intelligent Facilities: B+
Project Risk Management: A
Project Dispute management: A

missed deans list by a little.
AGAIN!!!
darn. work harder next sem =)

sometimes it will be great if ...
theres someone to accompany me.
when im sad. happy. angry.
or even just doing nth.
how i wish theres someone now.

2010-05-15T17:46:00.002+08:00

the hols has started.
last friday =) after the law paper.

been to ...
everything with fries.
far east.
scholarship interview.
bugis.
and... sentosa.

im loving it.
especially at the beach.
really fun =)

and 2 k-dramas down.
Oh! My Lady.
You're beautiful.
more to come~~~ =)

SJ Comeback on Music Bank and Music Core.
ah.. the boys have grown up XD
wookie turned from a eternal magnae to a hot sexy man..
ahha...
so many good things till now...

but intern is coming =(

2010-05-12T12:30:00.001+08:00

Bonamana is out!!!!!!!
so bollywood-ish. hahaha...
but i sorta get used to it already.
its nice~~~~~~~~

enjoy~~~

2010-05-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

happy mother's day!!!
went over to my grandma hse just now.
was feeling so irritated before that.
but i totally enjoyed myself over that.
even though im nt close to my cousins.
im glad that they are there.
really like the feeling.

and one cousin which i have not seen him for many years.
i rmb that i tot he look very handsome when i was young.
the feeling is back again.
so glad to see him XD

2010-05-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

its finally over!!!
yeah.
though i think i totally screwed up this sem.
but just keep the faith.
hwaiting =)

and im happy today.
SJ 4jib MV teaser is out!!!
yeah~~~

counting down to 슈퍼주니어 music bank comeback.
13May2010. 미인아
8 more days.

2010-05-02T03:41:00.001+08:00

exams!!!

omg...

1 paper down. like i said previously.

im so sad that i performed quite badly.

and 4 more to go. arghs...

whats more saddening is that...

my younger bro just came back from taiwan.

and ...

my elder bro will be going to taiwan....

when can i go taiwan??

when is it my turn??

crys.

im so jealous.

2010-04-30T19:46:00.002+08:00

i received the parcel. yipee ^-^
but i just heard from my bro that the postman placed it inside the letterbox.
hello~~~ i tot it was registered mail.
what was that postman doing..

2010-04-29T21:15:00.002+08:00

im feeling very moody today!!

i dunno why.

i dun think its the exams.

cos im not studying at all.

maybe im angry/irritated

because i have not received my spree items yet.

i seriously believe the person who organised the spree.

but i seriously doubt the postman.

arghs.

when is it arriving??

2010-04-27T21:57:00.001+08:00

1st day of exams.

dispute management.

i dont know whether i will do well.

cos i cant finish the paper.

the content. omg. no substance.

sians.

just pray that everyone do badly also.

haha. bad mindset.

anyway. im excited now.

im waiting for my parcel to reach my house.

hohoho.

lets hope that it will not get lost along the way.

really!

dear parcel. i hope u can reach my house safely.

and by tml if possible.

see you soon XD

2010-04-25T02:52:00.002+08:00

ah. exams are coming.
i really hate law.
cos there are too many clauses to read and understand.
and many table of comparisons to be done.
and many many more.

but ah. im addicted to twitter.
oops XD
at the wrong time :P

오! 마이 레이디

2010-04-14T18:16:00.003+08:00

오! 마이 레이디

nice show~~

im so addicted to the show now.

have to wait for another week

before the next episode comes out.

long weekend -.-

ah. anyway.

ChaeRim and Siwonnie Hwaiting~

2010-04-14T17:56:00.001+08:00

its week 13!!!
two more weeks to exams~~~

and PTS balloting.
7 positions. 7 applicants.
GOT THE JOB!!!

2010-04-04T21:31:00.002+08:00

ah. intelligent facilities presentation tml!
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg~~~
im so worried about it.arghsssss...

somehow im thinking.
this year. i seem to reflect lesser and lesser.
but maybe its a good thing.
cos i think i get too emotional
when i start thinking too much.
and my thoughts get wild and scary when i think too much.
dont ask me what im thinking.
cos im not gonna say.

ah. saying all these because i think alfian's thinking too much.
sensitive boy XP

2010-03-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

im always here to complain.
when im not feeling well :(
i really hate these times when i feel cramps.
or when i suddenly feel like fainting or vomiting.
and i feel so helpless about it.
sad.

arghsss. a good sleep is required for me to get better.
and tada~ my day is gone.
ha.

如果没有你没有过去我不会有伤心
可是有如果我还是要爱你

ok. its the lyrics of 如果没有你 - either by Karen Mok or Jam Hsiao.
its really nice.

if there wasn't you or the past (memories), i wouldn't be so sad.
but if there's an if, i would still love you

ok. bad direct translation.
but isn't it really nice?
you are feeling so sad now because of the past memories.
we might be dwelling in sorrow now. but its all because of the sweet memories that we have in the past. at least we had happy times in the past.
despite being sad now, we don't mind experiencing the sad times again because we want to have these memories.

irony hur..

2010-03-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

ah. just a random thought XD
i feel like:
- eating pizza
- eating ajisen ramen
- ...

many many more.

ok. im bored.
but theres lots of work waiting for me.

law.
cant even understand the qn.
and still confused regarding the approach.
what to do?
hais...

and hankyung(SJ).
please dont leave :(
im really sad that he's leaving SuJu.
cries ~~

2010-03-13T01:42:00.002+08:00

it feels really great, just having a supper when people just talks.
things that are really random.
and lame.
just sitting there and listen is good enough =)
all worries gone.
blessed :)

Back to reality :(

2010-03-06T21:37:00.001+08:00

i keep getting gastrics these days.
i dunno why.
arghs

2010-03-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY THUMBDRIVE!
my one and only one thumbdrive which my laptop can sense!!!!
all my previous sem projects, pictures and songs are inside!!!
im super duper damn sad now.

and i dunno what other stuff is inside as well.
arghs!

where did i leave it?
i last saw it on fri?? or thurs?? or when??

arghs.
sad :'(

2010-02-09T01:11:00.001+08:00

i hate it when it comes to new yr.
why do i have to go and help out at the mkt.
when i really HATE it.

and why do i have to bother about such things when im like so busy with my projects.
and why do i have to sacrifice outings with friends because of this.

WTF.

mood=pissed
dont disturb

2010-01-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

mood = happy!
my proposal got approved!
im really glad.
at least something's settled.

minor revisions and im almost done :)

2010-01-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

dissertation proposal!
(to YY. if u see this. dissertation is something like FYP(: )
OMG!!!
many many proposals made.
but most of the rejected.
and i thought students should do dissertation that
they are INTERESTED and PASSIONATE about.
but how come lecturers will say ...
this has no relation/contribution to the current knowledge of industry.
and advise you to do something else.
i thought that the project i should do should be something that contributes to MY knowledge.

my interest for chinese architectural structures has been denied.
so what they are not applicable in modern times.
preservation of arts and culture is as important as
the continuous moving on to newer technology.
whats the point of having new tech every single day when you are slowing losing your roots.

and being in the pragmatic world.
somehow im being influenced not to do such projects.
instead i should do something which can guarantee me good marks.
like technology (aircon. green bdgs. etc)
does it mean only being technical can bring you somewhere.
arghsss.

enough of complaining.
i really hope the 1 of the 2 new proposals will be accepted by the lecturer.
and hope he will be my supervisors.

time to study for tml's law tutorial :(
cya.

one nice song to end the post =)

Heechul-oppa ^o^ 사랑해 (hope i didnt write wrongly :P)

2010-01-22T01:07:00.001+08:00

Submission of dissertation proposal.
2 FEB 2010.
2 more weeks.
nothing has been decided.
the topic. lecturer.

one word.

DIE

2010-01-03T17:16:00.003+08:00

happy new year to all!!!
great time spending with e1 :)

zhang liyin. TIMELESS.

Part 1.

Part 2.

2009-12-29T22:06:00.003+08:00

the past weeks had been fulfilling =)
xuan birthday.
ry birthday.
xmas eve celebration.
xmas kbox.
yy birthday.

really. really. really. enjoy myself =D

i really miss e1 outings.
a bunch of people coming tgt.
just getting tgt to talk crap.
and have fun.

i dun wanna grow up.
------------------------------------------

im happy today!
i bought new shoes.
new shirt.

and theres a new stove at home.

yeah!! baking in the future with the new oven!!!

haha..

2009-12-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

Merry Xmas to All!!

just came here to post something. haha.
was at BP Plaza this morning to buy ZH birthday gift.
and we were randomly chatting with the sales person.
she's engaged at the age of 21 and now married at 25.
wow.

this is what she commented.
usually the person u marry is not the one u love most.
haha. this coincides with what i read from MH blog.
the guy u marry do not have to be someone u love.
he just have to be someone u can get along with and whom u understand.
true indeed =)

once again.
MERRY XMAS TO ALL =)

2009-12-22T18:28:00.003+08:00

Woohoo.
Feel so healthy today! exercised!
Went to bukit timah hill for trekking.

we decided to check our results at the summit.
and there was no reception at the top for my phone.

checked my results using esther's hp.
Results released!
was so excited and nervous.

overall improvement in CAP. was glad.

HR3003 Management And Human Relations A-
PF3101 Project Scheduling and Control A+
PF3201 Measurement (Specialist Works) B-
PF3202 Project Development and Finance A
PF3302 Energy Management A
TR2201 Entrepreneurial Marketing B+

overall cap = 4.31

but semester CAP was worse than last sem..
all because of measurement!!!
and the more i think of it.
the sadder i got.
hais.

have to do better next sem.
its all about challenging myself :)

2009-12-08T02:34:00.002+08:00

the season of love is back again.
seeing friends around u getting attached.
it's always this period of the year that
more and more people are getting attached.
haha.

theres both good and bad times to a relationship.
when cheating happens.
love turns into hatred.
hmm...

abrupt ending.
nevermind.

2009-12-05T18:40:00.003+08:00

无线颁奖礼《巾帼枭雄》横扫6大奖!

yeah. im so glad that both “柴九”黎耀祥和“四奶奶”邓翠雯 won!!!
不负众望~~~~

2009-12-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

it's finally over =))

2009-11-29T17:31:00.002+08:00

2nd paper over on thursday!
nothing very good, nothing very bad.
just hope that im going to do for it.
at least im glad that my handwriting is really nice for the paper =)
hahahaha..

3 more papers.
measurement. finance. energy mgt.

measurement tml.
very worried.
gotten B+ for measurement last sem.
when i think i felt very prepared for it.
and got stunned during the paper.

this sem. nothing much was taught.
everything was like so 'self learnt'.
don't know how i will fare.
but all the best for it.

jiayou jiayou jiayou! i can do it!!!!

finance and energy mgt!!
lets hope i can do well too.
though i dun think im very prepared for it.

lets look forward to the hols thats coming soon.
i wanna go batam. kayaking. learn swimming. sports.
sing k. shopping. movie.
and many many stuff to be done =)

jiayou! all the best to all who are having exams tml!!

2009-11-26T01:19:00.002+08:00

1st paper over on tues.
sort of screwed it up.
but i dont feel sad at all.
why??? i hate this.
and im still slacking after what has happened.
arghs.

2nd paper later at 1pm.
wish me all the best.
wouldnt say i tried my very best to study.
but i tried.
really.

jiayoy jiayou jiayou!
i can do it!!!

till then =)

2009-11-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

tml is the day!
this is the first time when i am so slack during the study week.
wonder if its good or bad.
haha..

jiayou for tml's paper!!!

2009-11-18T22:48:00.001+08:00

going to fall sick soon.
shit.

2009-11-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

found this video!!!
finally. after many many years =)

2009-11-14T17:11:00.002+08:00

officially end of school =)
two more projects to be submitted next week!!

this sem was great despite all the projects and heavy workload.

great learning experience.
especially from people like soren, marcus, adriel, celina and chye hock.
haha..
they somehow have in one way or another impressed me this sem :P

energy report to be completed!!
and time to start studying~~~

2009-11-06T20:21:00.002+08:00

many project presentation over!
HR! TR!

measurement over!!

last report - scheduling, TR and energy
and we are done for this sem!!!
yeah.

but i somehow feel that i screwed up my HR presentation.
too nervous
and forgot wad i want to say.
i felt really really sorry to my groupmates.
SORRY!

and i went BBDC today.
finally signed up driving.
haha..

shall start studying after exams end =)

2009-10-23T16:04:00.003+08:00

Sweet Saigon

Selling Vietnamese Desserts.

NUS Business School (Outside LT 16)
26 October 2009 (Monday)
10am to 6pm

Just a one day event.
Please support our pilot testing for TR2201!

Thanks :)

2009-10-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

Energy Mgt report due tml :(
and we have not finish it till now!

and many things to be done for sickening TR.

just received an email from PFS.
and i was rejected. haha.
abit sad cos im really interested in going for an internship there.
it would definitely provide me with a learning experience that i want.
but too bad.

many friends have received calls from DLS.
im really worried about that.
what if im not accepted by DLS?
then i would not have any internsip again.
i do not want to spend my holidays doing nothing again.
sians :(

maybe i should wait patiently for BCA internship interview.
and im interested in that as well :)
arghs.

totally bad mood today.

2009-10-14T20:11:00.002+08:00

UPDATES ON MY LIFE.

Birthday last tuesday.
thanks to all for the well wishes and greetings :)
thanks for the gold key and necklace from my parents :D
thanks for the yummy brownies by pat zr and esther.
simple day this year.
belated dinner with my family.
appreciate all the little things in life and im contented.

Site visit for scheduling project.
its really a nice and fun experience.
especially when u can learn alot from the Project Manager.
the trip around the site was great.
imagine looking at cranes, equipment, and stuff that u learn in school and books,
and put all of them into practice.
its also weird when we step into the site with all the workers looking at us.
its also weird when we start taking photos in the site
as if we are going for sight-seeing.
i guess the workers must be thinking that the girls are crazy. ha.

Intern interview at DLS.
lunch with es pat zr sophie and simin.
hope that all goes fine =)

Another intern interview this coming fri =)
JIAYOU gals :P

and one saying from a video my HR lecturer showed today.
When you know enough is enough, you will have enough.

be contented in life.
there are other more important things in life worth pursuing.
like your family and friends.

i hate to blog these days.
because i tend to think alot.
so much and so far that im getting afraid.
fear of what i think will happen.

lets just enjoy today and
give all your love to the ones u love and those who love u.
like what the lecturer says, LISTEN.
don't ever argue or talk back to your parents.
because they care. because they love you.
never regret your actions. and im trying.

2009-09-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

21st sept.
great day with 4e1.
farewell gathering for q5.
the game of musical chair.
brought all of us tgt.
getting to know one another all over again. =)

2009-09-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

I think I am gonna screw up this semester.
with all the projects and me procrastinating.
especially with sucky grpmates.
I think I am going to drop my major if I think i am doing badly for tt TR Module.
arghs

2009-08-25T21:30:00.001+08:00

Marie and Vanessa has gone overseas for their SEP.
all the best to them =)

2009-08-13T18:12:00.001+08:00

sch has started =X
and its not fun :(
so boring...

2009-07-28T23:48:00.001+08:00

CORS Bidding.
got all my modules in Rd1A.
yeah =)

2009-07-21T17:36:00.003+08:00

the weather's getting hotter these days.
and i guess global warming is getting very serious.
a problem that everyone should take note of.

Home (Trailer)

simple actions can make a difference =)
be in using less water, recycling, reusing materials etc can save the earth.

lets all do our part to save our home =D

2009-07-20T20:55:00.001+08:00

im so glad today.
dinner with my parents =)
the last time i had dinner with my parents was like so long ago.
and of course. i had my favourite curry fish head =P
yeah..

2009-07-10T22:39:00.002+08:00

working as track judge.
national inter-primary school track and field championship.
its really heartening to see enthusiastic students putting in so much effort for the race.
but sometimes accidents do happen.
primary school girl leading during the race and just before the finish line.
she slipped and came in last.
and she was crying very sadly.
not because of her wounds. but because she lost.
its really sad.. :(

and some matches are very exciting =)
theres a fuhua primary school guy. running like .. WOAH.
very fast. and stunned all the judges.
haha..

great experience =))

2009-07-08T00:26:00.003+08:00

哭，是为了什么事？
开心还是难过？
突然的我现在好想哭哦
好想好想痛痛快快地哭一场

不知道为什么
只是好想抒发一下

i don't know what the actions mean.
maybe it means nothing.
but i really hope it means something.

im falling in love with this song =)

2009-07-05T19:57:00.003+08:00

think im falling sick soon
no. im already falling sick.
hais. and i feel like dying soon =((

job briefing tml =)
and some unknown chalet that suddenly came out of nowhere.
haha.

2009-07-04T17:23:00.002+08:00

the job finally ended ystd =))
its like FINALLY!!!!!

i vow never to do flyer distribution job. haha.
and i really thank those who took the flyers from us.
and those who politely refused or said no to us.
and seriously condemn those totally ignored us.
bad attitude.

有些人以为自己高高在上，其实不然。
越是摆架子的人，越是遭人讨厌。

2009-06-29T16:12:00.002+08:00

29june.
yeah. got a call from kellyservices.
flyer distribution job.
pay not very high.
but better than nothing =)

30june.
flyer distribution today. =(
wasnt that good afterall.
rude people.
to tink they are educated.
arghs.

2009-06-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

back from OJT.
it was not that bad afterall.
did only one high element.
scared. but at least i 'tried' la. haha.
or maybe cos we were all forced to go up.
but it was not that scary afterall.
the scaries part was the instance i climbed up and had to step on the board.
holding nothing. looking down.
and i was like... shit.
the first step was tough. and shaky.
then it was ok.. still shaky. abit scary.
but yea. it was alright.
and the view is nice la.. haha...

i wanna change. but i need time.
and i wanna overcome my height phobia.
give me time..
maybe i shld try more high elements then i can overcome it :P
haha...

2009-06-25T15:39:00.002+08:00

went for an interview yesterday at High Achievers.
thought it would be a very stressful interview which is like SMU interview.
but it turned out otherwise.
and im glad that i got the job.
BUT!!! there's an OJT tml.
red tee. trackpants. sports shoes.
my sports shoes is like so chui. spoil already.
im gonna buy one later. hais.

AND..... HIGH ELEMENTS AS WELL.
im gonna die... how?????????????
arghs.

2009-06-23T16:31:00.004+08:00

UPDATES.

like i was saying. working at nike factory store.

Promoting the jackets =))

as we have nothing to do (or rather trying to slack XD), we kept taking photos as memories. kept trying the jackets and can help to promote them as well =P

ystd. 220609 - Picnic at Marina Barrage with the girls.

Finally reached Barrage =)

The greens =)

Upon entering Marina Barrage

Camouflaging with the plants XD

Finally our destination - where we sat down for our picnic =)

The agar agar i bought =))

Aiming for the food :D

Michelle and esther kept feeding Pat bread crumbs XD.

5 of us acting EMO XD

Birthday Agar Agar for Pat :P

went home after that.. definitely a very fun day.

2009-06-15T01:18:00.001+08:00

im officially out of job =(
it was really a great and memorable experience working for Nike.
memories XD

2009-05-29T12:02:00.004+08:00

yeah. im so glad now =)
gotten back my results.
and i passed my measurement..
despite all the grumblings and ramblings.
results were gd =P
better than all previous sems.
yeah!!!!!!
haha

my results =)
Finance B
Measurement B+
M&E Engineering System A+
Research Methods A-
Cost Estimating A+
Construction Technology A

and why do all the job agencies like to call on fri?
why cant they call on mon/tues/wed when im desperately looking for a job.
receive dunno how many calls today.
and i finally receive from recruit express.
though she din tell me any job cos i told her i dun need a job now.

COS I FOUND ONE.
not long. 2 weeks.
but at least i have sth to do =)
yeappie.
happy happy !!!

2009-05-26T00:09:00.004+08:00

im seriously bored.
with nothing to do.
and results going to be out on friday.
dooms day =X

and sales for md concert is starting on jun1.
and i havent decide if i shld go.
it seems very different from the other concerts they have for previous years.

so im tinking.
if i get 3.8 and above for my CAP, i shld treat myself to it.
if not, den im nt going.
gd idea eh??
hahaha..

we shall see.
and i seriously tink that my results gonna be VERY BAD this time round.
haha...
till then. 29MAY.

2009-05-24T20:31:00.001+08:00

DNA Concert. Video of mayday dancing =))
finally!
hahaha..

2009-05-20T02:27:00.002+08:00

i want this!!

haha.

maybe i shld get it during the concert =P

2009-05-10T22:26:00.002+08:00

its the hols already.
feel so bored. and lazy to find jobs.
jobs are difficult to find these days =((

so anyone date me out?
haha...

i wanna ...
visit bbss
play badminton
learn swimming
go bowling
play pool
sing k
go overseas
have my steamboat dinner
have my dim sum buffet
have my seafood dinner
play basketball
go shopping

and many many more.
i wanna buy alot alot of stuff too...

haha.
anyone date me out pls.

2009-05-07T23:02:00.001+08:00

its all over!
finally.
XDDD

2009-05-03T00:01:00.001+08:00

many days after measurement exam.
still brooding on it.
sad.

cost estimating exam next week.
lets hope i can perform well.

EDITED!

2009-04-24T23:05:00.006+08:00

measurement and finance today.
measurement - TOTALLY SCREWED UP...
can't even finish on time..
think i will fail the paper.

finance - is ok. the FIRST paper i completed on time.
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contech today.
once again. din complete on time.
maybe thats the bad thing about open book exams.
keep flipping. so i guess i totally screw up this paper again.

Measurement and finance paper tml.
2 papers at one go.
good or bad? i dunno.
at least 2 down tml. and left with 1 final paper which will be 1 week later.
not very confident about both.
but i hope i can complete on time.
i SERIOUSLY need BETTER time mgt...
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i think i sorta screwed up pf2105 paper.
14 marks. within 1 min.
i think i need better time mgt. seriously :(

Tml - 29April. 3rd paper for this sem.
CONTECH.
din pin much hope.

and i seriously think i will cry if i nv get 4.0 for my CAP this sem.
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Today is 28 April.
9am research mtd exam later.

im so afraid. but i dunno why.
maybe im giving myself too much pressure just to maintain my CAP.

加油加油加油！！
过程比结果来得重要~~~

-------------------------------------------------
wish me in luck in tomorrow's M&E exam.
i think im going to die.
help!!!!!!
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back from the exam.
and its like OMG...
not enough time and i was practically scribbling away from 10am.
just finished 1(a) and 1(b) at 940am.
and theres like 1(c), 2(a),2(b), 3(a) and 3(b)....

and i made a very very big mistake...
CAV system = CONSTANT air volume
and i wrote the air will VARY!!!
wth...

the question is 20marks.
think i will get less than 10marks for that.
crys :(

2009-04-21T18:00:00.002+08:00

ok. sch officially ends on friday.

and its the reading week already!!!

MNE, Measurement, Finance, Research Mtds, Cost estimating, Contech!!!

and i seriously tink tt mne shld be open book.

who can remember so many types of systems sia.

arghs.

back to studying =(

2009-04-17T02:03:00.002+08:00

All presentations over!!

presenting to you the mega floaters!

a memorable and fun experience :)

next up,

M&E group members.

today's the last day of the sem.
lets hope that all will end well :))
but sth not so gd this sem - I LOST MY MATRIC CARD.
and im denied to many places in SDE without my card.
to think i lost it once before.
lucky to get back.
and i din learn my lesson.
hais...

haha. anyway. lets hope that the exams will be a breeze.
and yeah. here comes my holidays :)

2009-04-06T23:31:00.004+08:00

im hating this sem.
becos of some people.
its not contech.
and not my clique.

we sorta screwed up the first tutorial.
and i hope tt the subsequent ones do not get screwed up.
i hate how they are doing things.
and i dun believe how pro they can get.
judging from our first tutorial grades.

it can seriously affect my grade.
wth..
arghs..

i really hate this.
its back to the feeling last sem.
just like ES2007D.

im already losing at the beginning of the race.
its so unfair.

2009-04-03T02:46:00.004+08:00

this sem has been bad.
very bad.
with all the project deadlines mostly, if not all, on week 13.
contech.mne.miniproj.measurement tut3. research mtd.
plus another upcoming finance quiz 3.
omgomgomgomgomg..

and theres like no time to study at all.
arghs.
when can i have a break??? :(

ok. enough of rambling.

saw a video and im so happy now =)
hahaha.

guaishou singing!!! =DD

2009-03-30T01:46:00.001+08:00

the panadol doesnt seem to be working well.
sob sob.

for a person who cant swallow pills.(like me)
and i have to chew on the bitter panadol to swallow it.
please let the effect work on me.

i dun wanna fall sick D:

2009-03-28T01:04:00.002+08:00

i think im falling sick soon :((

finance,M&E,research,contech, measurement. OMG

2009-03-21T19:54:00.001+08:00

i just accepted another tuition assignment.
and im regretting it now..

was on the phone with the mum just now.
and behind her was a man.
the man was like commenting.
"oh. just now cannot, then now can."
he is sorta implying that i purposely 吊起来卖 is it.
damn pissed now.

if not for the mother, who would wanna take up ur assignment.
arghss..
and the location is like such a ulu place la.
i need to take 2 bus to reach there.
and the straight bus there is damn far from the place.
and is 502. which is so damn expensive.

2009-03-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

i had a sweet dream ystd nite.
and a very gd sleep =)

2009-03-14T18:30:00.001+08:00

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2009-03-11T02:06:00.004+08:00

just not long ago.
just before i sleep, i was thinking about a song.
《那些女孩教我的事》

** edited my post **

who are those gals?
ur mum? galfriend?
teacher? or some other women tts impt in your life?

no matter wad happens.
im grateful for what i am now.
for who i am now.

its always better to think positively.

2009-03-04T02:16:00.002+08:00

i just realised sth.
i made a new year resolution
to study hard during the term time.
maybe because of the results last sem
i tot that studying earlier may help =)
however.instead of fulfilling this resolution
i kept procrastinating my work.
im beginning to lose interest in sch.
i nv fulfill my resolution. as always.
haha...

sth happy =D
the MV is out.
i really love this song.
enjoy.its really nice.

2009-03-01T20:15:00.003+08:00

school's starting tml.
hais. one week ended so quickly.
never had a chance to enjoy myself.sadded.

hols started on fri.
and i started my hols with a yoga concert =)
slacked myself thru sat and sun.
read minimal amount of notes.
did finance tutorial...

wed. went 'studying' with zr and esther.
not productive.
but at least i ate my beloved pizza hut curry zazzle *loves*
and bought a pair of sandles.

thurs. kbox-ing with zr, xuan, keng and zl
had fun. but another day wasted.

fri. back to sch for meetings..
m&e. reasearch methods. con tech.
productive. and finally saw light for some project.
esp contech and we finally started on research mtd =)
still hate m&e.

sat. slacking day.
sun. tuition.

and its sch tml!!!
arghs...

sth to be happy about =D
i preorder my MAYDAY DVD and
the STAY REAL CAP that i always wanted.
lets hope that reginajoo sees my PM.
yeahyeah.
though its ex =)

and i wanna go taiwan.
hahaha..
anyone interested?

and im loving this song.

2009-03-01T17:16:00.004+08:00

there's this scary man at taman jurong.
and all the way to jurong east.

it was raining very heavily.
i was waiting for the bus to come. and suddenly this man
who was talking on the phone stopped beside me.
i overheard his conversation.
i dunno what they are talking about
but it definitely feels not right.
and i think its sth pervertic.

den he started talking to me.
complaining to me about the rain.the bus which was late. and stuff.
politely i replied. den he continued talking to me.
its like so -.-

the bus finally came. and we board the same bus.
i found a seat with someone alr there.
so he sat somewhere behind me.

and when i reached my hse bus stop
he immediately stood up and alighted as well.
i dunno if he is really alighting at the same bus stop as me anot.
but its like damn scary.
and he continued talking to me.
im so so worried that he will follow me home lo.
and so i walked in the opp direction of my hse.
and the rain was super duper heavy.
and lucky the man was not behind me alr.
arghs.
made myself totally wet.

看羚羊草枝摆~~

2009-02-25T18:46:00.002+08:00

i cut my hair =)

not very obvious here cos my tee is black.

hope its nice :P