hols is here. but i dun feel the excitement.
the joy that i should be feeling.
i tot that i would be very very happy after my exams.
but no. im nt feeling tt.
why???
suddenly i regret my decision to join DE club.
to be inside PUB cell.
to be inside bash, YEP and DnD comm.
they will take up lotsa time. alot.
and my hols will be gone.
have to endure thru.
bash gonna be over soon. YEP too.
but Dnd will take up the whole Sem 2.
and i tot that everything's over.
but no. there's still OGL.
why did i join OGL in the first place??
arghz... my hols. my precious hols.
Beach-o-holic coming on 14dec.
i was so excited abt it before the exams.
so enthu.
now. eeewww. can i dun go?
can i forfeit the money?
and DE club retreat's on 17-19Dec.
was enthu abt it also. WAS!!!
NOT NOW.
dun feel like gg.
wad's the pt of mingling wif ppl i dun even really noe.
arghhhzz.
dont bother abt me.
emo-ing. argh!!
