went for nus pfm talk ystd.
hmm. very interested to accept the course.
i have actually sort of decided.
but i just lack the courage to press the button and accept it.
worried that i may regret. really worrying.
discovered that from the day i went to bbss to work
my confidence level is dropping.
dropping fast to a very low level.
i lack the confidence and courage to do lotsa stuff.
lots. really.
i used to do presentations in front of the cls confidently.
but now. i believe i dun dare to do it again.
sianz.sianz.sianz.
i hate the now-me. i wan to be confident again.
been listening to hk beyond songs recently.
their songs are really touching.
and i feel that the lead singer ka kui is really really talented.
too bad and a pity that he dies young.
haiz. haiz. haiz.
so shld i go nus???
