i am very troubled!!!!what course should i apply????the more i think, the more i feel that my results are lousy.it seems that to get into chemical engineering, the points required are about 66.for me, i think my points are around 62.5.and to think about it, my project work will drag my results down.sianz.i am now considering about mass communications.but it seems difficult to enter the course.with all the written test and interviews.oh dear. i hate interviews and i an not at all concerned about the current affairs after my gp papers.how am i going to pass the test to enter mass communications?and i have read about the curriculum about chemical engineering.i think i have changed my mind about entering chemical engineering.the course seems so boring and monotonous.very physics and i can't do well in physics.lolz.was talking with xie lao shi yesterday.he was giving advice about university courses and about the pay of private and government sectors.was talking about the how the pay of accountant increases fast. and to account for the fast increase, the stress level is very very high as well.lolz.so zh have to be careful le. lolz.then while doing my admin stuff today, xie lao shi past by and he suddenly said:zhen de mei you kao lu zuo lao shi a?hahaz. really never consider being a teacher arhz? lolz.teaching was once an option for me. but after being a TA in bbss. i changed my mind.teaching is still an option for me. but maybe the last choice.lolz.teaching nowadays is very stressful. and children nowadays are very naughty and rebellious.they are a lot that are difficult to control.and WHAT SCHOLARSHIPS SHOULD I APPLY???but is my results possible to me to get one???i am considering Keppel. hahaz.its because they offer scholarship for mass communications. hahaz.i really need advice.... anyone can help me???i am really desperate for advice and i want to psycho sk to apply the scholarship with me. hahaz.what if she got the scholarship, and i didn't.oh. thats too bad then. sadz.and anyone want to enter the same course as me??i want companionship. i need friends to survive on. lolz.i hate being in a totally new and alient environment without friends. sianz.i hate the process of trying to make friends all over again.i hate ...i hate ...i hate ...i hate growing up.sianz. tata~~~
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