tired.work as usual.
saw npcc training.
their drills like not very gd leh. lol.
nvm. hahaz.
went jp eat PIZZA HUT!!!!
wanted to eat for a long time liao.
i am broke liao. lol.
watched movie. nite at the museum.
funny.nice.lol.
but got one part suddenly one sound. sianz.
after movie.went mac eat.
xy treated us to sundae ice cream.lol.
so nice of him.
today very fun.lol. very funny.
was thinking that all of us are now working.
we are no longer students.each of us leading a different path in life.
although it is only temporary. lol.
but all seems so different.
but hope our frenship will last lahz. lolx.
quite funny lah. xy job. abt aircon de lah. lol.
chatted den went home. lol.
sometimes i think that i am not suitable to a teacher.
think i shld give up the idea of being a teacher.
i am not confident enough to stand in front of cls to teach them lo.
not even taking care of the cls onli lo.
i am definitely not confident.
sometimes i am inferior. confirm.
i lack the courage. haiz.
i am not an outgoing person either.
i do not like to talk to people i do not know.
i do not like to make new friends.
becos not many are sincere in making frens these days. lol.
but i am an active person with my close frens lahz.
i can be noisy with zh and sk.
i can act childish infront of sk.
i can tok alot with zh and sk.
i miss those times.
the times where i can be myself.without any pretence or shyness in me.
i think i muz get more independent.
if not i think its difficult to pursue my dreams in any aspect.lol.
oops.i realised sth.i do not interact with the students when i am working.
others will. vincent and surong will.
i normally dun tok to students de. lol.
and when i start speaking. i start scolding. lol.
sianz.
muz try to correct myself. lol.
tired le.
sianz. have to wake up early tml to help my mama.
gtg le.
oh btw.anyone wan watch cha wu?
anyone wan watch kungfu mahjong 3?
tell mi kkz.
thnx.
tata~~~~~
