yuenyan birthday today
congrats.
saw her blog. she's damn cute lahz.
can imagine how close her relationship with her parents are.
envy.
im nv close wif my parents.
often envy of frens who are close wif parents.
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i can nv share problems with them. nv even to my frens.
even gd frens. nv.
envy~~~
i wake in the morning and feel nothing but pain,
thoughts race they come again and again
where can i go what can i do ,where ever i go lonliness comes to,
a feeling of hurt a feeling of pain runs through my body like i cant explain,
feeling inferior feeling no good when all u crave is to be understood ,
days seem so long nites hard to bear the feeling of lonliness the feeling of despair
myinsides burn with fire and pain longing for freedom again and again
emotions run high the mind turns in living this way feels like ive sinned
longing for people longing for fun if only an angel could show me wat has to be done
i want to be happy i want to feel free of this feeling called lonliness deep inside me
all i can do is wait and pray for i belive that maybe one day
an angel will come and show me the way
